Thursday, February 17, 2011

以前 x 现在 x 未来

Her eyes went blank, sitting with one leg crossing another. My words had distracted her, I knew. "Don't worry", i said, with my trademark smile. She drank her chlorophyll drink hot green tea and continued our conversation.


We had held one conversation like this before Chinese Year Year.In fact, we could always have such quality times during secondary school. Form 5 i mean.

"If i were given a choice, i wouldn't go back to form 5." I said.

"Why?"

"Because i couldn't keep my hair long, i couldn't dye my hair brown, and i couldn't have my shirt 'tucked-out'." LOL

She gave me a lame face. :)



I'm going back to pj this coming Saturday. and i can only come back after few months time. Others as well. 
"I wannnt my degree to be finished soooon." i said. In fact I dun like to stay in Selangor, the pollution, the people and the ugly crows make that place suck.


"I knew this photo is blur. but i love the blurriness of it. I insist that you should post it on your blog." So that's why this photo's here. == She wants a camera that can fit into her pocket and please, she said, no touch screen. Sometimes I feel like leaving my slr home, and bring a lousy compact camera back to pj. i need my luggage to be light. A laptop and a slr with lenses are killing me.

 
也许在拥挤的人潮里,也有人抱负着跟我一样的心理。于是,我们可能相遇,可能分离,可能不会再见到你,但是还好我见过你。
"我认识的黄章帆不服输,坚决,讲义气,别人难不倒他!"

全身毛孔透过发热的血球窜开,这是我极为需要的一个鼓励。也许是我接下来的三年来一直铭记在心的鼓励。

"what ifs"真的只能在未来里找到答案。

但是其实谜底都在我们各自的手中。 

时间是无形的距离

距离是时间的实体

而心是时间和距离的情敌。 

 老朋友,你的信透过你的眼眸和左耳朵的那片叶给我信心,胜任烦心琐事的信心。

所以原本打算放弃帮我老妹写书法(因为我退步了)的我就信心满满地跑下楼写了一幅对联给她交货。〉《


哇塞,两年没有动过毛笔。妈说"不要以为我看不出你退步了。" (=3=)凸

回归话题

kamxia你的蓝色蜈蚣手链。我完全能感受到里面的心血和故意让你男朋友吃醋的意念。:p
我收到很多人的预先祝福和生日礼物,包括很热心的aunty送的保温瓶(哇塞我超需要的)。


今天的部落就到这里。诶,读者你们觉得黑色背景比较好看还是白色啊?(这个问题我不知道问了你们多少次了。XD)


2011年2月17日

星期四

凌晨2.32分
约定。稻田。芬。女孩。未来

12 comments:

Ida said...

:) 问题是他就不吃醋啊, sien :P 我做给他的他还没收,我觉得被malaysianmail吞了:(

这是唯一我很感激你像柱子一样瘦, 不然手链还真得带不下啊你。

不客气,帆:)就说过, 你很棒。

Nate River said...

那篇对联美到过分。

舞.乐 said...

那你2年前的书法会美得更惊人!!!

chonfan said...

Ida: 应该是吧。 =X

像柱子一样瘦是不是很好?什么都戴得下。 XD (而且还有点松 LOL)

当然,你也是很棒。 :)

Nate River: 我也不知道为什么照片上看起来比较美。 O.O

舞.乐: 唉,别提两年前了,岁月不饶人啊。 ><

aylwin89 said...

hello!!

anonymousblablabla said...

你妈要求很高~对联意境很美了,可能是要你做第2个沈慕羽吧~XD

你读完taylor了会去那里??@>@

chonfan said...

aylwin89: Hi aylwin! you're coming back this september?

anonymousblablabla: 好久不见无名。没有啦真的是角度问题所以看起来比较好。 == 我真的是退步了。

我在Taylors还有很多年啦,怎么了?

Melody said...

我想念你们 :(

chonfan said...

Melody: 我也超级想念古晋的朋友,家人,一切。 :( 你回来我们一定要再出去。 :)

Lawrence said...

Wa Fan so shock that you post your blog in English. I like the blur photo that you post. You do seems happier then your life at KL. Well it do happy to go back and celebrate and do everything with them though. But your road is still continuing.. Good luck on your degree program. You always have me beside you.. >.<

Anonymous said...

雪州没有归属感,古晋或Penang就有啦。有怀念代表你还好,心还是有很多的它们的位置!=D

那张照片可能本来就是有不必说的感觉,懂就好是吧?=)

我很理解这句话:
“我们可能相遇,可能分离,可能不会再见到你,但是还好我见过你。”

可以借分享吗?=) 谢谢、谢谢~!

-仓仓仓仓鼠-

chonfan said...

Lawrence: hah.thanks lawrence. Yea after you move in you will always have me beside you too. LOL XD I know i still need to continue this journey, and i will not give up too. :)

Anonymous: 哈哈,你还那么细心看我写的字,感激。 :) 可以分享,没有问题。